I..... am...... soooo..... over that stupid guy! Ok, he seriously isn't who he used to be! And he's a jerk! and.... oooo I just wish he'd open his eyes but he doesn't know anything. not how much I loved him, not how much I just want him to go away so it'll be easier to not think about him every time I drive by certain places or whatever!
Also, here I am, getting ready to graduate and I'm so scared and don't want to do anything about scholarships or colleges or anything! It's overwhelming and scary and I.... I just want to enjoy my summer and my senior year. I want things to go right, and I want things to work out and stuff... Idk. I just need to get out of this town; for good. No more staying, no more waiting. But..... can I just be a kid for awhile? At least... for just a little longer......
